Comforting yourself when you’re sad cause you don’t wanna bother anyone.



Comforting yourself when you’re sad cause you don’t wanna bother anyone.
“I feel like I am so far behind in life that I will never catch up. Everyone is doing so many things with their lives. I am just here. Frozen. I have been a ghost for years. I wonder if that is all I will ever be.”—
I’m fine, I just have a gaping black hole in my chest that cannot be filled. But other than that,
Can you hate someone for what they have done, but still love them for whom they had been?
Jodi Picoult, Nineteen Minutes
I realized that I was holding on to something that didn’t exist anymore. That the person I missed didn’t exist anymore. People change. The things we like and dislike change. And we can wish they couldn’t all day long but that never works.
Sarah Ockler, Fixing Delilah
…the person I missed didn’t exist anymore
also feeling very abandoned by my friends. why don’t they ever reach out or want to spend time with me?
i will forever be the hurting child, the angry teenager and the lonely adult.